Cat-himself thinks it could be good for him to do a bit something else, that’s why he sets about going out of his bed.
But he can’t.
He’s stuck.

Voilà.
Cat-himself is fucking pissed of of everything. He wishes a happy new year to everyone, but especially to him.
Je commence donc mon projet photo 365, qui restera de l’auto-portrait. C’est absolument pas original mais je suis sûre de m’avoir toujours sous la main. Autoportrait c’est large hein, je me contenterai d’être sur la photo d’une [...]

Cat himself gets a fix about his lovers.
The lover who makes him sad doesn’t makes him sad anymore.
The blurry lover isn’t blurry any longer.
The lover who makes him happy still makes him happy.
Cat-himself thinks about the lover who is « not important.  The last times he saw or heard him, cat-himself was instantaneously relieved about all [...]

Cat-himself received a postcard from his lover who makes him sad.
He was right about not dying actually.

cat-himself wants to disappear.
but he doesn’t want to die!!
we never know, something cool could happen.